Emo shit! *quoted from cindy*

I am feeling damn damn damn damn damn freaking fucking (oops i said it again) bloody LOW today! I dunno why. Dun feel like talking, dun feel like smiling, dun feel like eating, dun like ppl coming to my house and bla bla blaaaaaaaaaaaaa. In other words, i juz dun feel like doing anything. It's not PMS cuz it's the wrong timing. Yeap, wrong timing! Mehhhhhhhhh ~~~

Maybe i am juz too bored staying at home and visiting my relatives house where i am juz stoning at their place and doing nth! BORED BORED BORED! I need to talk to someone but i dunno who to talk to. So, i shall talk to my dearest blog.

I just found out recently dat i get jealous easily. Haha. When i said easily, it is DAMN DAMN DAMN easily! Over smallest thing and i can get jealous wif it. Bahhhhhhhhhhhh ~~~ WATEVER! I need to rant, but i dunno wat to rant about.

Haiz, i am having lesser and lesser frens now. "Someone" juz got a boyfriend, Salny is busy working in takaya, peiwen got band practise, jie ying and ling kwee got CCA, Loo Zer is in HK (but she will be back tonite (:), cindy got to prepare for exams. Haiz, where did all my friends go? I got so sad when i asked some of them whether they want to go job hunting today and none were free. I am so sad. :( I feel so empty these few days. I want to work to kill time. I want to go out wif my frens and enjoy. I want to take many photos to blog. I want to buy many things to pamper myself. Haiz haiz haiz........................... *ignore me, i juz need to whine*

Haiz, i am so sad! SAD! SAD! SAD! I got angry easily these few days. Dunno why. Maybe i am juz too bored and need ppl to notice me. (Do i sound like some kids in some draggy bo liao chinese channel * drama? LOL.) Ok juz ignore this entry, i juz need to whine. Or else i will die of stuffing too many unhappiness in me. BAHSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! Fucked (oops, i said it again. pardon me pls) up life! Boring new year except for the ang baos i got which total up to be $300 exactly. Mum gave me the most, $100. I LOVE U MUMMY!

Oh yah, i realise how stupid am i when i was in secondary skool. Especially stupid when i was in Sec 4. Went to Sembawang dat fortune god temple today. Brother drove us there and it will definately drove pass my sec skool's holding site when my skool was renovating. While i was in the car, memories when i was in dat holding site flashes in my mind. Happy, funny, sad, angry memories.

The stupid thing i did was to wait for "him" and take the bus home together although it's juz in the same bus and i am already very happy. My buddy will be there to accompany me too. Thanks buddy! And my buddy will always accompany me to walk the longer route to class after recess so dat we can walk pass his class. So stupid rite?!?! ROARSSSSSS! I am so STUPID! 大笨蛋！Baka desu! Watashiwa BAKA desu! ARRGGHHH! Now he look like some sissy! Digusting! *vomit* Luckily i dun like him anymore, or else my life will be very miserable. HAHAHA! *evil laughters*

I realise dat lesser and lesser ppl are visiting my blog. Look at myFLASHbox and u will noe. So sad. :( Nobody tag. So, if u're reading now. TAG!!! LOL. Ok, ignore me, i juz need to whine. But dun ignore the tagging part! TAG! TAG! TAG!

I am so poor now. I need a job! I need money! Anybody has any lobangs? I think i oso need to work when skool starts. My bank account is very hungry! She needs to have a feast! Buffet for her?? MEHHHHHHHHHHHHH ~~~ I juz need to rant!

I think dat's all for this entry. Once again, juz ignore me, i juz need to whine and rant!

Tml will be a better day! =) I think i shall sleep early tonite! Bye!

*signing off*