强颜欢笑

强颜欢笑，是件很痛苦的事。
不想笑，可是为了不要让人吓倒， 不要让人担心，我就得强颜欢笑。。。

为了要让人认为我是“正常”而不是在生气，我就得笑笑笑。。。。
难道我不可以不讲话,有 一个人安静的时刻吗？

有时候，我真的好想独自一人在一间没有人的房间，没人打扰的房间，周围没有噪音的房间，读着故事书，用着电脑，听着音乐，一个人安安静静的过一天。
过这没烦恼，自由自在的一天。
不用去想工作，不用去想要和朋友说些什么，不用去想别人是怎么看我。。。

no life leh!!!

working is so no life... I had not watched a movie for dunno how many donkey months... =( Sometimes feel so emo at work... cuz nth to do... colleagues are nice... but sometimes, i just have this weird feeling... Shall not elaborate much abt it =(

got so emo today.. luckily LZB told me the DJmax 3 can be played... YEAH!!! =D sian... i wonder how will my another 2 months ++ be??? =(

i am very bothered by how ppl look at me nowadays... =( haiz... sian... had not been in good mood recently... although i still smile and look cheerful... but deep inside, i am not... 强颜欢笑 is the best description...

haiz... bye...

*signing off*

This is war!!! This is Investments!!!

ROAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR!!!!!!!!

=(

haiz... initially wanted to blog a lot one. But i guess it will affect some people... and no time!!!

haiz!!!

Chicken WENG! ROAAAAAAAAAR!!!

BYE!!!

*signing off*

-.-"

Please think of how i feel too... I am human, i got feelings too.
It doesn't mean the same for everyone when you said that.
Please please please, i got feelings too.
Please please please, spare a thought for me.

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

*signing off*

Confused...

So now there are 2...

Made wrong judgement again.. =(

Emo liaoooooo~~~~

zzzzzzzzzzzzzz~

lao niang is very tired.

From mon to thurs, i slept less den 24 hours in total..
Yesterday was worse, slept at 5am and woke up at 8am to make the MFS question board...
So i am here to warn everyone, DON'T PISS ME OFF! Cuz a tired weeling is an angry weeling! ROARRRRRRRRRR!!!!

I SO WANT TO SLEEP!!! =(

BYE!

*signing off*

AHHHHHHHH!!!

Wee Ling is emo because of the ENLARGE pores on her cheeks!!! OH NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Must be the late night sleeping everyday!!!
=(

*signing off*

The picture explain all...

After this week!!! It will be better =D


TATA! *choo's favourite.. LOL*

=D

*signing off*

GRRRR!

and i feel so insulted!!!

=S

NO!! Emo monster had eaten me up!!! =(
insignificant someone... totally invisible... unappreciated...

好累啊!

I need 48 hours per day.
24 hours to do project + go school + drive + watch TV + etc...
24 hours to SLEEP!!! =D

*signing off*

screwed...

I AM SCREWED!

All thanks to projects and projects and projects.

The circuits are malfunctioning, and it looks like this....

All stressed up and SCREWED!!!

Haiz... I need to calm down and release a bit of stress so my circuits can function properly again.

The emo monster is waving at me... gotta run away from it!!!

BYE!

*signing off*

fake...

Everything seems so fake...

Fake smile
Fake promise
Fake concerns

THE WORLD OF FAKE FAKE!!! 假假的世界。。。

haiz....

SIAN...

emo-ing~~~~~~~~~